Profanity.

Keeping me awake,
My heart in confusion,
My mind in chaos,
- A lass...

Unable to sleep,
Hopeless at heart,
Pathetic at mind,
- A demeanour...

I turn to God,
Alas, is there a point?
Not a clue,
Yet, I ask for forgiveness...

Wide awake,
My cravings uncontrollable,
My plea neglected,
- Impatience...

Irresistible she is,
My guise is transparent,
My truth is exposed,
- Déjà vu...

I am weakened,
Should I hold on?
Unanswerable.
I might as well wish upon it...