Freedom..

Nearing midnight,
Croaking frogs,
Humidity utmost;
I need to leave.

Too much to bare,
Frustration runs wild,
Depression takes over;
I begin to weep.

Leaving home,
Running away,
Nearing death;
I am lost.

Happiness, Joy, Laughter.
Showers of blessings.
A perfect life,
I wish to live.

Broken free;
Weakness and Rage,
Frustration and Anger,
I begin to melt.

Nothing to regret,
Feelings understood,
A world of confusion,
I am known.

The sun has died;
A wrecked mind, a mending heart,
Sore eyes and foul breath;
I fall asleep.

The crack of dawn,
Life once more;
Though numb inside,
I put on a smile.